tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-57691442222468752502011-04-22T00:30:24.711+04:30اگر دنیای حال به بیراهه رود، دلیلش در وجود توست، در وجود تو باید آن را جستMikEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04632851960517881451noreply@blogger.comBlogger21100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5769144222246875250.post-44774311150861872672008-08-26T12:40:00.003+04:302008-08-26T12:46:51.129+04:30<a href="http://i36.tinypic.com/2enm4v4.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px;" src="http://i36.tinypic.com/2enm4v4.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a><br /><br />Prepare to experience a new pain everyday… this is what's supposed to be understood from this truly disgusting life* prepare to be humiliated again by some friends… this is the pure meaning of getting betrayed* prepare to imagine a new sad story for your future… that’s the way you wake up every morning* prepare to observe the ones who you once cared about the most, never care about you anymore…<br />Strange how life makes sense in time… No?<br />Is there anyone who's gonna step out of heaven and save your life and ruin your painful loneliness forever?! … Well the answer of this one is a great case study for wasting your time by thinking on it every day and night and probably laugh at yourself someday cuz of seeking for an answer… :))… :(<br />Look around yourself a little bit, there's no blind-hearted human… but still some like to act like they have no reason to be kind… still some like to act like they ain't gonna accept you as a friend… still some like to make you feel lonely… still some treat you like they were never your friends… still some wanna reject you not to be around them much… still some wanna make you cry… and still some wanna act like they don’t wanna make you cry… <br />And here's the worse one (which I understood recently), still some really wanna be your true friends forever and save you… but you can't see… is that the way it's supposed to be all the time? Am I supposed to lose all the ones who really wanted to be my true partners once…? :(( <br />***<br />I read in a book years ago that there's an ocean of souls that contains all of us in it (the one who wrote the book was experiencing the other world on a boat in the ocean looking at the others…) however not having enough experience for no longer being a human but being a soul forever… <br />What would you do if you see me in that ocean beside you some day in another life… will you still remember me? Will you still care that I'm sad or having a happy life? Will the thing that we might experience in such a time be called:"life"???... Or let me ask myself, will I remember you? * Will there be a true relationship between our souls which makes us that much dependent that even in that huge ocean between thousands of millions of other human beings, my eyes will just stare at you and I'll die to take your hands… to feel your breath… to hold you… to feel your kindness… to hear your beautiful voice… Will we be there for each other? Or our relationship is just bounded to these mortal friendships and lives that will end someday with a disgusting funeral where the ones who never cared about you in your life and always humiliated you will come and cry just to show that they knew you… :((<br />Have you ever thought of saying such things to your friends that you love the most?<br />Now someone tell me, does life still make sense? Does the famous statement "Life is Beautiful" still hold? Does anyone still have a reason to be happy by thinking about theses foolish words every exact second of his or her life?:((<br />Do you understand now why some people can be happy for most of the times and always humiliate the ones who are sad, obviously because they've never had experienced such painful seconds in their life…?<br />Do you believe in the ones who have never had a painful experience?<br />I don't, and I hate these people, cuz they never understand me and just say words that never make sense to me… <br />Oh my God, accept my apologies; I don’t hate anyone!!! (Just scared of being judged someday because of saying that…!)<br />When will this story end… when will I die… will someone believe me after I'm gone… :((<br />***<br />But still the words dance in my mind: "God loves souls; souls should love each other…!!!"<br />But I still feel the existence of the ones around me who I really love in this world… the friends who know what I've been through… and still feel that there's a chance of not being lonely with having such friends… the ones who will notice me in the ocean…<br /><br />and still the only thing that gives you hope is beauty... beauty of feelings that awakens your soul...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5769144222246875250-4477431115086187267?l=twosenaryplusone.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>MikEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04632851960517881451noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5769144222246875250.post-25643162371472239182008-06-06T11:16:00.000+04:302008-06-06T11:27:42.996+04:30<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i25.tinypic.com/jslfg5.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px;" src="http://i25.tinypic.com/jslfg5.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a> <br /><div style="text-align: right;"><meta equiv="Content-Type" content="text/html; charset=utf-8"><meta name="ProgId" content="Word.Document"><meta name="Generator" content="Microsoft Word 11"><meta name="Originator" content="Microsoft Word 11"><link rel="File-List" href="file:///C:%5CDOCUME%7E1%5Cadmin%5CLOCALS%7E1%5CTemp%5Cmsohtml1%5C01%5Cclip_filelist.xml"><!--[if gte mso 9]><xml> <w:worddocument> <w:view>Normal</w:View> <w:zoom>0</w:Zoom> <w:punctuationkerning/> <w:validateagainstschemas/> <w:saveifxmlinvalid>false</w:SaveIfXMLInvalid> <w:ignoremixedcontent>false</w:IgnoreMixedContent> <w:alwaysshowplaceholdertext>false</w:AlwaysShowPlaceholderText> <w:compatibility> <w:breakwrappedtables/> <w:snaptogridincell/> <w:wraptextwithpunct/> <w:useasianbreakrules/> <w:dontgrowautofit/> </w:Compatibility> <w:browserlevel>MicrosoftInternetExplorer4</w:BrowserLevel> </w:WordDocument> </xml><![endif]--><!--[if gte mso 9]><xml> <w:latentstyles deflockedstate="false" latentstylecount="156"> </w:LatentStyles> </xml><![endif]--><style> <!-- /* Font Definitions */ @font-face {font-family:Tahoma; panose-1:2 11 6 4 3 5 4 4 2 4; mso-font-charset:0; mso-generic-font-family:swiss; mso-font-pitch:variable; mso-font-signature:1627421319 -2147483648 8 0 66047 0;} /* Style Definitions */ p.MsoNormal, li.MsoNormal, div.MsoNormal {mso-style-parent:""; margin:0pt; margin-bottom:.0001pt; text-align:right; mso-pagination:widow-orphan; direction:rtl; unicode-bidi:embed; font-size:12.0pt; font-family:"Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";} @page Section1 {size:595.3pt 841.9pt; margin:72.0pt 90.0pt 72.0pt 90.0pt; mso-header-margin:35.4pt; mso-footer-margin:35.4pt; mso-paper-source:0; mso-gutter-direction:rtl;} div.Section1 {page:Section1;} --> </style><!--[if gte mso 10]> <style> /* Style Definitions */ table.MsoNormalTable {mso-style-name:"Table Normal"; mso-tstyle-rowband-size:0; mso-tstyle-colband-size:0; mso-style-noshow:yes; mso-style-parent:""; mso-padding-alt:0pt 5.4pt 0pt 5.4pt; mso-para-margin:0pt; mso-para-margin-bottom:.0001pt; mso-pagination:widow-orphan; font-size:10.0pt; font-family:"Times New Roman"; mso-ansi-language:#0400; mso-fareast-language:#0400; mso-bidi-language:#0400;} </style> <![endif]--><p class="MsoNormal" dir="rtl" style="text-align: justify;"><span style=";font-family:Tahoma;font-size:85%;" lang="FA"> <br /></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" dir="rtl" style="text-align: justify;"><span style=";font-family:Tahoma;font-size:85%;" lang="FA">چشمان و سایر حواس ما می توانند حقیقت را وارونه جلوه دهند و ما را بفریبند. ما باید هم از ذهن و هم از حس استفاده کنیم. ما باید طبیعت را ببینیم و دیده ها را تحلیل کنیم. این است قانون حقیقت. کشفیات و افکار دکارت «من فکر می کنم، پس هستم» با آن مطابقت دارد، پس آن واقعیت دارد. برای کشف حقیقت باید کاملاً بیطرف باشیم. ما نباید اجازه دهیم حواس مان ما را در جستجوی حقیقت فریب دهند.</span><span dir="ltr" style=";font-family:Tahoma;font-size:10;" ><o:p></o:p></span></p> </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5769144222246875250-2564316237147223918?l=twosenaryplusone.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>MikEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04632851960517881451noreply@blogger.com1